So many people buy into cookie cutter dreams with financial success. With a windfall of resources, it is easy to go get what most other people want on the surface.
Instead, the way to sustainably heightened happiness is to take several weeks, months, or beyond to deeply consider what experiences, environments, & relationships would truly fulfill you and naturally light you up every single day.
Choosing a personal path to invest in that intersects with the best of these insights & opportunities is the better way to go than simply buying into a more expensive version of a surface level life.
The last few months, I think I’ve been on an achievement kick via my hedonism. I’m now again feeling a more free form hedonistic mindset as I did last year, where I’m not actively pressuring myself towards my desires. I think I like this free form approach better. The drive to achieve is built deep within me, and is similar to my intellectual drive, but I think I need to strategically stunt the achievement mindset. A free form hedonistic mindset certainly helps me enjoy everyday moments much more. I think the pleasant feelings of free form hedonism might actually help me achieve more overall.
Not wanting to be friends with a person because their unharmful pursuit of happiness is too controversial for you is usually a tell that you aren’t being your true self and pursuing your own happiness full out. If you were, then you’d know yourself much more deeply and be in touch with your own dark side. You wouldn’t be such a pussy when it comes to human nature. Greater happiness comes with greater freedom. Unshackle your mind from society’s fake bullshit.
I now think I may understand humanity’s obsession with sports. For the longest time, I never understood why people were so into playing & especially watching others play sports. Now I think I intuitively get it. I think the attraction is in the raw hedonistic visceral physical nature of it, where there is something subconsciously pleasurable deep down in that, which is probably similar to certain aspects of sex. Beyond the specific game of a sport, there is something to the physical experience. It might be a freedom/pressure thing relative to normal expected behavior in polite society. Personally, playing tennis is growing on me, although watching women’s tennis is likely still just sexual in nature.
I think I need to purposefully kill off a chunk of the intellectual within me. I love it, but I feel like it is preventing other key aspects of my mindset & identity from being fulfilled. My pursuit of a feeling/mindset I call “enchantment” is an example of this. It takes mellowing out & thinking more simply, which my mind doesn’t often do, largely due to the crazed intellectual inside me. I now think that the pleasure & happiness to likely be gained are well worth making this fundamental change in myself. Now, how do I go about this? Hmmm…
A really cool personal asset to have developed is the ability to predict what types of experiences you will really enjoy versus not. Most people haven’t developed enough deep self-knowledge to be consistent here. Most people still have to go out into the world and physically try tons of stuff out to know what they really enjoy. There’s usually not enough time or resources to cover much ground through direct experience. This usually stunts the personal growth & happiness of a person.
I see this so often when talking to people about what stuff they might enjoy doing. While direct experience is valuable and personal introspection/visualization/prediction/etc isn’t perfect, it is a huge advantage to be able to make reasonable predictions across thousands of different things you might want to do with your life, instead of always saying “I don’t know, I guess I’ll have to go try that stuff out and see what I like”. If you want to be super happy, then that’s not usually the best way to go about it over your lifetime. Go get deep within yourself, then assess external experiences through that deep self-knowledge.
If you want the brutal truth of human nature, you & I can easily experience pleasure/happiness from literally just about ANYTHING, including the stuff that you think is pure evil or insanely immoral.
You’ll probably never have the courage to admit this in specific terms or potentially even face this reality within your own mind. However, this is the raw truth. That stuff you can barely tolerate thinking about is what you have the capability to do and even derive pleasure/happiness from. This is psychological reality.
Now, should we do all this shit? No, definitely not. We might be animals or machines, but we are conscious and can logically discern that violating the bodies of others is a bad thing to do, even if we can derive pleasure/happiness from such things.
However, the awareness of this raw truth is a real good opportunity to consider expanding your horizons of pleasure beyond societal norms. If it doesn’t violate other people’s bodies or property, then why restrict it from the menu of human happiness? Oh yeah right, we can create laws to legally kill defenseless people, but non-harmful taboos are off limits. What kind of backwards, dumbfuck, mishmash, Double P reasoning of morals is this society operating on??
I choose to opt-out of that societal norms bullshit. I choose to opt-in to unrestricted happiness based on individual liberty & biological health.
Still today, most personal development gurus can’t show you how to become extremely happy with your life, because they’re either too dumb to study human psychology or too much of a pussy to address human desire in raw form. Happiness comes from pleasure and human pleasure is a twisted, sometimes dark, self-interested beast. Fortunately, I don’t give a shit about protecting a mainstream brand or profit center based on that. I can be your anti-guru and give it to you hard & raw. Just how I know you really like it baby.
Most people go to their graves with a laundry list of unfulfilled desires that take nothing more than the courage to not fit in with the mainstream. With one short human lifespan of your own to spend, why not spend it on what you desire most? Not what somebody else believes in or approves of for you. Need a helping hand to break free? Follow me.
Funny how my adult pleasures became my childhood desires…literally. I’m such a naughty little kid.
I love it when girls refer to their vaginas as their “hole” or their “slit”. That’s so rebel & raunchy of them. Happy Easter!
I like to bike & think, Albert Einstein style. I often sing eccentric, repetitive tunes while I’m doing so. Like, today, I kept singing “I want my sippy cup. I love my sippy cups.” over & over. Yeah, it is totally awesome like that in my head.
WOW!!! After more study of human history, filtered through a deep understanding of human nature, I can now be certain that humanity is going to REALLY REALLY REALLY change within a sliver of time.
So why the fuck should I hang on to that last thread of care for other people’s judgment & rejection? The whole foundation for what people are basing that judgment & rejection upon is totally temporary & fleeting in this world anyway.
I’ve already gone economically independent from societal decision makers by joining the Age of Fuck You. I’ve also largely adopted an alternative personal identity as a hedonistic rebel, which is a totally natural fit. Now, I just need to associate my internal drive for social belonging with the future of reality that is clearly coming true, where individual hedonism exponentially explodes.
I’m an alternative character today, yet will be totally normal by tomorrow’s norms. I’m going to start living from that new reality, because this one is on its way out.
Oh by the way, did I mention that I’m totally sexually into D/s, ageplay, & incestplay? No really, it’s a meaningful part of my personal happiness. Not that any negative opinions of this matter anymore. Just total freedom & happiness.
Human nature is still full of otherwise biologically healthy desires that many mainstream minds aren’t open to yet…but will be, for sure. Confidently driven people still get to have most of the real fun in this human life. To us, “fetish” is just a replacement for the term “passion”. It’s okay, as long as you don’t harm others, I accept you just as you are, along with your hidden & taboo dark side that secretly brings you happiness.
We’re doing this temporary thing called “living”. Let’s make the most of it by transcending our minds to outer space. All it takes is pleasure layered on top of human connection. Let’s go. DTF!
I totally love my inner child!! He is so naughty & happy, full of freedom, adventure, & wonder. I just want to let the Little Brian in me take over.
Your own custom personal identity, personality, desires, & meaning are the foundation of what your personal happiness is built upon. If you don’t develop these things, or worse sell them off to mainstream society, then the emotional experience of life that uniquely lights you up just simply won’t be there.
What’s pulling you away & disconnecting you from your inner child who can feel exactly who s/he is and naturally knows how to make a life of happiness? Put your boss, friends, family, community, beliefs, habits, etc on notice that you are going to become a truly happy human being again by finding & unapologetically living as your real self (whatever that may be). Life is too short not to. How many decades do you even have left? How fast did the last decade go by for you? What experience of life do you truly want in your remaining years? It’s always your choice.
Society has a major pull to it, which is why people all around you are likely following similar frameworks of life, including careers, education, relationships, family units, lifestyles, morals, identity, etc. The archetype of this is the mainstream, which has the strongest pull. How well-off has this preplanned mainstream ever been? How bouncing off the walls happy do they grow over time?
Instead, why not live a “custom life”, where every major part of yourself & your life is strategically & holistically chosen according to what you truly value & desire? What that timeless inner child inside you is set on fire & fulfilled by, versus what you are conditioned by society to believe & want, or rather what is convenient or expected. What would you make yourself & your life into if life was one big experimental game where the goal was to be continuously cumming with fun, pleasure, & happiness?
What, you never read the instructions to the game of life??
They’re written in the language of “playful kid”, so you’ll probably need an interpreter like me with how aged & dull your mind has become.
I so love being youthful. I plan to never ever stop it, no matter how taboo that becomes!
Much of my identity is not based on present times. To understand me, you will have to look to the future and understand where humanity is going (the positive perspective). Hello, I’m already here. There are a few paradigms that much of the world needs to catchup to before most people will understand someone like me well. They are labeled as follows…
- Age of Fuck You
- Age of Personal Exploration
- Age of Simulated Reality
You can read more about them in my blog post: The Age of Fuck You
I often feel like a fish out of water in present times! Come on people, it is so much better to be living in the future!
Life is so short. Deep human connection is the primary pillar of personal happiness. That is felt through specific types of social interactions, which create deep connection & light you up.
With your life clock rapidly ticking, why tolerate everyday surface level connection & interactions?
The only potentially worthwhile reason I can think of to tolerate this at times is if it involves a strategy to purposefully gain more deep connection in your life.
Otherwise, regardless of your intentions, you are just shooting the shit to kill off time…along with your meaningful experience of life.
Here is part of an email I just sent to a good friend of mine, which provides more insight into my intellectual side…
My primary obsessions consist within the focuses of what I personally call:
human nature & human achievement
My core studies over the years have been…
- Psychology
- Philosophy
- Corporate Business & Entrepreneurship
- Investments
- Marketing & Influence
- Sociology
- Futurology
- Technology & Computers
- Personal Relationships
- Personal Development
- Systems Logic
Some of my secondary studies have been…
- Finance
- Accounting
- Economics
- History
- Physics
- Cosmology
- Biology
- Law
I’m pretty rigorously philosophical in my approach to learning. I study the knowledge & works of others, then spend A LOT more time personally analyzing those and seeking deep understanding & insight into it, which leads me to create a lot of my own custom knowledge & understanding.
Like my drive for deep human connection, my intellectual drive to understand myself, humanity, & reality is hedonistically insatiable!
I’ve found that becoming a polymath and combining core knowledge & insights from various fields of human knowledge is extremely valuable towards this type of personal aim to universally understand, both wide & deep.
Ironically, marketing has such a tarnished brand out in the world, largely because of commercial business & politics. However, what marketing really is is the strategic study and application of value & influence. This will always be a core competency of human life in all sorts of ways. Whether it be the vital structure & operations of society, developing personal relationships, transactions of commerce, or getting support for your personal projects, marketing (value & influence) is at the very core of these things.
A lot of mainstream commercial business marketers try to plaster the world with their branding & offers, and use scummy tactics to sell their shit, however, this is not the full story of what marketing is all about, as I indicated. That is often marketing fueled by unbridled greed. Yet, escalating competition is also one of the forces of reality that naturally & innocently drives business in that direction.
However, so much good comes out of marketing, because it is what allows producers of value in the world to align & distribute that value to people who ultimately need & want it. In some cases for our very basic needs & survival. If we didn’t have the strategic insights of marketing, then producers of value would waste a much greater percentage of their resources trying to get their value into the hands of those demanding it. This core waste of resources could make many business models unsustainable and have bad effects upon the structure & lifestyles of our modern world, as we wouldn’t have so much of the valuable goods & services that we do.
I love the deep study of human nature & human achievement and marketing (value & influence) is so fundamental to these. It is like a core social technology of humanity that we all need & use in various ways. Like technology, marketing is agnostic in its nature, where it can be used for good or bad throughout humanity. I’m personally happy to be a professional marketer.
If you analyze what your loved ones consistently focus on & do in their lives, then it will likely become clear that they aren’t living for you and do not value everything that you do. There can never be a sustainably perfect union between people, no matter how much we love them. We are ALL individuals in this world. So act accordingly and independently serve your own maximal happiness. As it fits, serve your happiness in a way that adds to the happiness of your loved ones. Yet know that other people will always be secondary to your own self-interest, which means that your inner circle will most certainly change over time according to the ongoing dynamics of your pursuit of happiness.
With future nano/bio/AI technology, are you willing to submit to a force that can give you pure happiness, yet potentially destroy your organic humanity? Will your opinion now even matter then?
When I read this, I was like “Duh! You academic motherfuckers!”. It’s so dumb how many academics & their institutions need proof over decades to move forward in fundamentally common sense ways. We need more phronetic social science throughout our world.
“In 1998 personal development moved from the fringes of psychology to a more central position when Martin Seligman won election to a one-year term as President of the American Psychological Association and proposed a new focus: on healthy individuals rather than on pathology:”
“We have discovered that there is a set of human strengths that are the most likely buffers against mental illness: courage, optimism, interpersonal skill, work ethic, hope, honesty and perseverance. Much of the task of prevention will be to create a science of human strength whose mission will be to foster these virtues in young people.”
One problem is that the focus & funding of these academic’s institutions are oriented towards mass market distribution, when human psychology is largely an individual game. Individual health & happiness is the game. Despite the motivations of our present day institutions, we will ultimately pursue our human nature of individual motivations towards personal happiness. Get with the program. It’s been human nature since the dawn of time, fucktards.
In entrepreneurship, there is usually a tradeoff between innovation & financial predictability. If you want financial success, then you should probably be willing to give up most if not all frontend innovation with building your business.
To more predictably pursue financial success, entrepreneurs should think about shift their business pursuits away from innovation towards the fundamental principles of marketing & finance. Exploit the real world opportunities that are ripe for the picking today, instead of building an R&D company that may or may not have success based on future opportunities in the market.
Alternatively, if you really want to innovate, then it is often more predictable to first pursue financial success, then leverage that position & resources towards future looking innovations. Most innovation never sees success, so packing all of the established commercial power behind your innovation that you can is often necessary to have a shot.
Innovation is sexy. Profitability is vital.
Having the audacity to go take what you want is often key. To believe you are entitled to it and to own it in your mind. What result do you want right now? Take total ownership of it. If you can’t get yourself to genuinely feel that, then do it with a stepping stone result that you can totally posses as if it has to be yours now. Emotionally fuel that mindset in a way that drives you towards going and getting it.
I don’t need much sophistication & complexity in my modern music tastes. Modern mainstream girl electropop artists like Kesha, Robyn, Lady Gaga, Rihanna, & La Roux are enough to please me, among some other genres I like from time to time. Because, for me, virtually all music can’t & shouldn’t try to compete with the true sophistication & complexity that intellectual studies & challenges provide, except for classical music at times.
Simple, hedonistic, fun, trashy music tickles the pleasures of the youthful hedonist in me. Creative & logical thinking tickles the pleasures of my intellect. I’m fulfilled in both areas by these separate styles. I don’t pay much attention to judging lyrics either, since the sound of music is more important to me. Music should continue working on hacking my youthful & hedonistic emotions in more explosive ways.
This quote demonstrates the right mindset for producing more of what I’m looking for in this type of music…
Kesha: “Visually it will just be assaulting, and sonically it will be assaulting. It’s just going to be an assault of all your senses, but it’s going to be really, really, really fun. I want people to feel like they’ve come to my house party, and they can be the most raw and visceral version of themselves and not be judged.”
Please girl, DON’T stop talking that blah blah blah!! For me.
The mindset components of Positivity & Momentum are some of the most consistently powerful & productive factors for my life. I feel so good & can accomplish so much whenever these emotional elements are mentally present within me.
I’m feeling so much Positivity & Momentum lately, it is sick!! The combination of springtime, human connection, creativity, & being well positioned for short-term achievements often does that to me though. I feel good!
The Philosophy of Liberty – This video makes me want to cry tears of truth. I think agnostic human nature will always subconsciously rule humanity, but if I were to choose the core principles of humanity to operate on, it would be those of individual liberty. No human is inherently greater than another. However, since a decent percentage of people will always think & act as if they are entitled to control others, it fundamentally changes the entire platform of global human activity and inherent risk for us all. This reality will become critically clear in future decades & centuries as biotech, nanotech, & AI advance and introduce planetary levels of power to rogue individuals. So sad.
I’ve spent the equivalent of many lifetimes working to figure complex things out. So forgive me for being able to figure you out shortly after meeting you. I know you didn’t want anybody to know the real you.
Close Connection ≠ Deep Connection
People can be close to others they care for without going very deep with each other. Emotional depth is where the real game of human connection is at.
My desire for the deepest of human connection is insatiable! Once you truly open yourself up, there is no better thing to experience.
I don’t ever again want to live within conformance of people who expect fake niceties from those around them. I gave that stupid game of life up last year with my personal transformation, and have thrown away my social mask. If my real face is too scarred & imperfect for your fake polite society, then I’d rather go live with the genuine black sheep of the world than support your facade culture. I’ll be sure to exit quickly, because I see that your evil claws of hatred are about to be dug into my back. Good luck convincing yourself that you are happy.
I like that I almost always get to have very honest exchanges with people. I say the truth to them and they try to spin & cover up the truth for me. Yet, they don’t know I’m a master at reading subconscious context, so they ultimately end up telling me the truth anyway through alternative means. And because they lie, they assume I am to. You little liars are so cute! Yes you are!
If you’re not proud of some of your decisions, then it is ultimately better to deal with it by starting to make better decisions in your life, compared to working to conceal them from everybody through deception.
In my life, I too clearly saw an amazing vision of the human being I could become that is way beyond what traditional mainstream society produces, where I quickly became immune to much of their sound bite wisdom of what I ‘should’ become in order to be “successful” & “respectable”. I deserve a lollipop for that insight, as it turned out to be 100% accurate. Fuck the Joneses and their white picket fence.
So many people think they understand money management, but most really have no fucking clue. It’s comical how they believe such things, never knowing the better. Even an overwhelming majority who have confidence in this area would receive a failing grade, if given a true test.
I know this because I used to be a person with solid financial knowledge & high financial confidence. Then, I figured out that the nature of money management goes beyond financials. It is a duopoly of both financials & real world benefits. Most people manage money with a heavy bias towards one or the other, because that’s all they know how to do. However, strategically balancing all opportunities (financial & life) for your money, and throwing in the effects of compounding inflation, and the variable of future timespans is more than enough complexity to cripple most “smart” people’s inflated money management chops.
Reality is that people believe they must be good at managing their money so they emotionally create that belief in themselves, without backing it up with comparable expertise. Yeah, genius, good luck building an amazing life with that approach.
I’d like to know how much sexual pleasure can be reasonably experienced once a person loses use of their physical sex organs. This is a key issue to my happiness with life extension. However, building a new organ, or nervous system, might become doable by then. Hey, it’s raw reality.
Sometimes people must be bullshitted because of the degree that they are already bullshitting themselves.
Most small business entrepreneurs try to start businesses with a self-employment model, which requires real financial success and an untested conversion to a systematized, worker-based operating model, in order to scale beyond self-employment.
Every situation is unique, but usually it is much better to establish the business based on a systematized model, which doesn’t require fundamental re-engineering once you’re ready to grow & scale.
This can often allow the business to grow faster, sooner, and with less risk.
However, most of these businesses aren’t backed by professional entrepreneurs who understand the technicals of real business beyond mom & pop style self-employment.
I’m now again feeling really torn between living in anticipation of a normal lifespan of about ~100 years or less, versus having the opportunity of serious life extension. It could be a true paradigm shift for my happiness, if I were to have the opportunity to live hundreds or thousands of years, and especially with the outrageously transcendent pleasures of simulated reality, which is the ultimate of human experiences.
If life extension were probable, then it would even be worth voluntarily giving up all happiness for the first 100 years or more of my life. However, the real question is whether I believe the gamble is actually worth some sacrifice of lifestyle to maintain greater physical health and go acquire serious financial resources (9+ figures), in order to best position myself for future life extension opportunities.
I’m going to have to investigate the overall odds of future life extension, within this century, further. Ideally, I’d like to not compromise and end up getting the best of both worlds (full tilt hedonism & life extension). However, at this point, it looks like I’d have to mitigate lifestyle to gain better odds for life extension. I’m willing to do that, if I feel like it will make a difference, but I’m unsure it will right now. I’ll also be reconsidering what the happiness impact of the lifestyle sacrifice will be. I must resolve this fundamental dilemma of life & happiness tradeoffs!
We often think a lot about what we want. We usually think less about who we want. We think even less about the what within the experience of who we want. Human connection is the ultimate source of our happiness. Zeroing in on exactly what we value most deeply within the people we choose to share our experience of life with is where the real emotional potency is at. Start obsessing about this compared to the surface level stuff you think you want and you’ll probably open up a new world of desire & happiness within yourself.
I just remembered a specific night of fun I had in the late 1980s, where I was sleeping over at my cousin’s house with 3 of my cousins who I’m still good friends with today, where we were playing Duck Hunt on the original Nintendo. One of my cousins, who liked to pee & drool when he laughed, was still too young to be any good at it. But I remember us having so much fun and being so happy. A great childhood memory for me to hold on to & enjoy!
I’m currently in R&D mode for an upgraded lifestyle I’m considering adopting, based on the concept & vision of this note. I’m pretty sure that I’m going to go down this direction now, but I’ve got some uncertainties to figure out. I was already ecstatic about my future before, so this will be really super fucking cool once realized and in the flow of it.
One of the most widespread & unquestioned “religions” throughout the world of mainstreamers & Double P’s is the Rule of Law. While I’m not totally convinced either way, I do cautiously error to the side of some fundamental establishment of law & government. However, I’ve not adopted it as my “religion” as many people unquestioningly have. Rather, I’m agnostic & open minded about it. One thing I do know, is that the future of nanotech & biotech are going to seriously challenge the core structure of human society.
Usually, we are wrong about what will really change our lives for the better. We get ideas that we emotionally latch on to and feel will do the trick. However, the issue is that once that external change is implemented, our internal basis of focus & meaning almost always adapts and resets itself to make your changed life feel normal again.
It takes more psychological precision to predictably overcome the challenge of this natural normalization dynamic, where your basis of focus & meaning is consistently adapting. This is the reason why the quality of experience in so many people’s lives doesn’t truly change once we get what we want.
Today, I blew my own fucking mind wide open.
I created a concept & vision that is so outrageously amazing to me.
I feel like I just shot my mind 200 years into the future.
I’ve now seen the future of hedonistic rebels and it is so beautiful.
I’m kind of still in shock.
I think this is going to be something that takes over my life now.
The game has changed.
From a common mindset of the 19th century, some of our modern technologies would be like magic. These interactive personal computer platforms & interfaces for example. And technological change is accelerating, so what magic is coming to the experience of human life within this 21st century? How about the 22nd century?
Here is a way to figure it out, but one of the most exciting & magical innovations I’m anticipating is a sophisticated simulated reality, where we are able to live the majority of our lives within virtual realities that are almost completely indistinguishable from reality to our senses, but can be designed & influenced in any way we please. I crave it so bad. It puts all other human experiences to shame. I’d seriously trade body parts to get a hold of this future technology, cause I simply don’t need all of them once living inside of a simulated reality.
The humanitarian in me saw humanity’s fear of rejection as a tragic mass epidemic. The hedonist in me sees it as a mass platform of opportunity for people like me. The humanitarian in me is dead. Time to play.
A couple conflicting, but both extremely pleasurable, vibes that I like to live from are a “youthful fun party” vibe (think/feel: Kesha – Take It Off) and a “complex darker connection” vibe (think/feel: Madonna – Human Nature), which can both fulfill most all of my stated core themes of desire & identity. These vibes are distinctly different, and I consistently love both, so ideally my life would be capable of adapting to whatever vibe my mindset is presently functioning from. Pursuing one primary lifestyle that fits one primary vibe could be good but ultimately limiting compared to fulfilling all major paradigms of desire like this for me. The solution I’m working to develop is my Viper Squad entourage through my hybrid model for personal relationships.
You don’t know how fucking turned on I can get just by thinking about & visualizing this shit!! It’s like pouring happy juice all over my body.
One way people settle for average happiness is by choosing the people they live their lives with almost solely based on the personal connection they have with them.
So many people do this and it is super tempting, because deep connection is rare in most people’s lives. Also, so many people don’t know what they really want to consistently do in life that totally lights them up.
But the trap this creates is that you will usually end up living a routinely boring life with people you love as the years & decades go by, compared to the most exciting times of your life. This is simply because most of your desired activities are not likely to mutually align if not consistently qualified for.
Instead, filtering the people you live your life with based on both desired activities & personal connection, and being willing to reshuffle the deck of peeps as life evolves, can predictably help give you a life of consistent excitement with people you love no matter how old or young you grow.
Although it takes more effort, this is almost always going to be a model that can predictably yield heightened happiness for one’s long-term life.
Human connection is a free market. It is all about my inner circle, where only the best handpicked individuals gain & retain membership, via natural selection of mutual connection & happiness. Blood, marriage, & past connections don’t carry significant weight. It’s trench warfare out there pal. Survival of the fittest via my custom personal desires.
I was just informed that some members of my “family” do not like me, who I’ve never wronged and had no personal issues with myself.
My analysis of it… Awesome!
This reaction to someone like me is to be expected by Double P’s who superficially judge others and are not well emotionally developed. Let me remind you of what I said at the time of my personal transformation…
“A lot of people will hate me for being so damn hedonistically happy throughout my life. That’s fine. However, I’m primarily focused on connecting with people who enjoy indulging in my kind of fun.”
I am a free human being, obligated to nothing but my own personal happiness. Beyond that, my inner circle is who I care for, not people I was forced to know at birth.
Let’s see if we can polarize people’s feelings towards me even further, shall we??








