Other than what isn’t yours, nothing in life is sacred. Exploit it all for maximal pleasure & happiness.
BDSM style pain doesn’t get me off, it just hurts. However, letting a person hurt you, feeling emotional pain from it too, then loving them after can up the intimacy pleasure like absolute crazy. This one is pure human nature and shows the many colors of love.
Psycho dream life technology… Stop acting like it and start BEING it. How? Feel it to your very fucking core and then delusionally operate on that. Forget about the fallout. Everything’s right this way.
Back in the late 1980s, when I was a little kid (biologically), how did friend’s Moms convince us to go take naps during the day?? My friends would eventually fall asleep. But I would just lay there wide awake playing with my cock & philosophizing about the nature of life. What’s changed?? 
Just burned a pound of fat on the exercise bike (~3500 calories). Now I’m gonna go shower, then eat ice cream, then pleasure myself. Join me?? 
Romantic relationships are just deep friendships + sex. It’s actually no different than best friends who play tennis on the weekends. In fact, I should start referring to sexual activity as “tennis”.
So… How about we play doubles this weekend?? Tight schedule?? I’ll settle for table tennis.
So many people confuse entrepreneurship with their success. They want success so they become an entrepreneur, but don’t understand nature of entrepreneurship. It’s about serving commerce, not your success. Your success is a byproduct of the world’s commerce.
If you want to fight with me, then don’t look into my eyes. Because then I will see your pain and I just might exploit it if I don’t feel like loving you. …I love you. I hate you.
It’s funny when mainstream people tell a “dirty” joke and then think I’m offended because I didn’t laugh. Ha! That’s funny. Got narratophilia? I do.
Looks like there’s a more specific name for what I’m into… “dark ageplay” …ahhh, so fukken juicy. 
It’s pretty funny to tell people how I will never get married. First, they respond by telling me that I just haven’t met the right special girl yet. Then, I tell them how I really do not believe in marriage or monogamy for myself, and I’m seeking multiple simultaneous open relationships. Then, they process it by throwing out notions like “polygamy” & “Hugh Hefner”. Wow, how narrow most people’s awareness is on human relationships & sexuality. The world is much bigger and humanity is much more diverse than your cookie cutter mainstream life. Free Love & More Love…baby!! 
Maximizing my happiness, among other things, means maximizing my pleasure. Maximizing my pleasure, means violating current mainstream norms. So I’m a naughty little alt boy inside. So fukken what. Deal with it, mainstreamer.
I used to be self-conscious of girls wearing high heels and being taller than me. Now, since discovering much more of my submissive side, I totally love when girls where high heels and I get to look up at them. Even tall girls in high heels is hot to me now. So strap on your 8 inchers and make me whimper with pleasure.
Fuck!! I just thought of a new great name for my web app project. I hate it when perfect domain names are taken!!
I got a new micro business idea today that I’m going to create. A small valuable personal development web app that can enhance anybody’s life in a meaningful way. Should be live online in week or so. I’m excited to see it being used by people!! Registering the domain and starting development on it right now…
One of the easiest & best ways to add to your happiness is to simply remember & hold on to what experiences have made you meaningfully happy in the past, even if briefly so. Whether it was a night of intimacy & lovemaking or favorite song from years ago. You see, by default, we actually continuously forget most everything that has added to our life’s pleasure as the focus, demands, meaning, & structure of our lives change over time.
Think about if you had a list & description of all the pleasurable experiences of your entire life that you could search & sort based on your current appetite. All it takes to have this is creating a spreadsheet on your computer and having the diligence to update it with couple sentences as you have pleasurable experiences throughout your everyday life. After just one year, you’ll probably have a menu of personal pleasures to order from with hundreds of experiences. Beats losing most of these things forever, right??
OMG…is it coincidence or fate that the odds of your conception in the sexual lotto of your parents are actually 1 in 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000+ (sextillions). See more in this note. You’re 1 in a sextillion, baby!!
You, by extremely rare chance, are a living breathing human being…
What are the chances that your mommy & daddy had sex at that exact moment and in those exact positions?
Any one extremely small variance of all of these conditions and you wouldn’t be experiencing this human life.
Think about this…
Your daddy’s little balls manufacture 1,000,000,000,000,000+ little swimmers in a lifetime (quadrillions). In that one single cum shot that you were a part of, which luckily landed inside of your mommy and not a Sears & Roebuck catalog, you were 1 little strong swimmer out of 200,000,000+ who all dove into the pool at once.
Your mommy’s little vajayjay is given 1,000,000+ little easter eggs in a lifetime. Of that, you were the 1 egg which the easter bunny happened to pick that month and placed into his easter basket for decorative painting.
That’s at least a 1 in 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000+ chance that you yourself were the single one who survived this sexual lotto between your mommy & daddy.
Any small variance and you simply wouldn’t be you.
Looks like your parents’ preference for doggy style paid off that night.
We’re all actually spinning on a little rock in the deep dark vastness of outer space, remember??
A person’s physical look can spark the strong perception of a certain identity & personality in others, whether it is true or not. Obviously, this plays a huge factor in attraction. You know, those looks & features that are especially your unique types, turn you on, and just feel amazing to be in the presence of.
For example, I’m partial to blondes & redheads. Actually, going beyond simple characteristics, I’ve cataloged a few dozen different general types of looks in girls that make me super hot. In my life, I want an abundance of what hedonistically turns me on, along with the deep emotional love. It’s all good and I just want more, more, more, more, more!!
Any fetish that makes me whimper with pleasure is a really really good one. Want to make me whimper for you??
Did you know that the United States government made it illegal for Americans to own or trade, worldwide, any meaningful amount of gold for much of the 1900s. They even confiscated much of the nation’s gold and then began flipping it at a profit, threatening prison upon those who didn’t surrender. What gangsters. I want to punch some of these cocksuckers in the face.
My terms of employment are the same as my terms of enjoyment. That’s why I’m permanently unemployable. Goddamn is life enjoyable!
Fear of rejection is a funny thing, where everybody has certain stuff they can do with total confidence that most other people would consistently be too afraid to do.
People’s fear of rejection makes them view sexuality as NOT an everyday part of normal life, like going to a baseball game. …Hey did you see that game last night, yeah, what an awesome homerun! …Hey did you hear about the kinky sex I had last night, yeah, she choked me a little bit while fucking me with a strap-on! …How much fear of rejection is attached to your sexuality & desires? Does that fear ever stop you from getting or enjoying what you really want? We only got one short life.
I learn way more from unstable & rebellious teenagers about being happy, than I do from successful & respectable grownups. Because with youth, it is still second nature to create & feel pleasure. Older “wiser” peeps have largely lost that innate capability through societal conditioning and just know how to avoid risk well. Stay young, little Brian!!
The absolute biggest money making scheme in the world is the making of money itself.
I need to viscerally feel a lot more of this in my life with what doesn’t lead me to pleasure… “It doesn’t matter.”
If you think my thinking capabilities are special primarily because of my logical side, then you don’t understand the power of my intuition & imagination. There’s plenty of logically smart people out there who simply can’t compete due to a lack of these specialized resources.
Virtually nobody that I’ve discussed it with ever understands the concept of “fear of rejection”. If you want an intellectual challenge of abstraction & intricacy, that is actually an extremely valuable lesson in human nature, then try to figure out the concept of “fear or rejection” and then reconcile your thoughts with me. This is the best term for the concept, and the true understanding of it is actually simplistic, but people always get tripped up on this one.
Which of these denominations of currency would you rather have become as common as the $1 bill??
If your reaction is to go with the $10,000 bill, then you know nothing about the nature of money.
I’ve found that the most motivating focus & strategy for me to have in achieving my goals is…
The achievement of my short-term baseline results with an integration with my longer-term bigger results.
If I start polarizing my focus either way, then I lose momentum and seesaw back & forth between the two for a while each time.
Now, successfully maintaining any specific focus like this is a whole other challenge. However, this is the best focus to have, I’ve found, since it lines everything up emotionally.
When I realize I lack a long-term capability to directly produce what I really want, then I learn the value of simply putting myself in positions where “good things” can generally happen.
Integration of multiple distinct personal desires/goals into the same venture/pursuit often waters down the overall capability to achieve & maintain the peak experiences of each single one. There are shared resource advantages at times, but usually one integrated general approach won’t individually maximize each desired output. Often hidden dependencies emerge that have biases towards certain results. Know the components of what you want in life overall and consider the long-term costs vs benefits of integrating them vs componentizing them.
For example, with me, I’ve decided to componentize my wealth building from my personal lifestyle & peer group. Because, that way, I don’t have to take into consideration the demands of a commercial marketplace in the context of simultaneously fulfilling my personal life experience. I can simply qualify exactly who I want and be my full unfiltered self with them, based solely on my own custom personal desires, not what viably serves some business niche out in public.
Being around people who are into the same subjects or philosophies as you is not near as pleasurable as connecting deeply with individuals who light you up with their own unique personality & actions, especially within the context of lifestyles that you love. This is why I don’t care that much about groups & communities based on my passions, because they don’t compare to the highest highs of individual friendship.
I used to settle for that normally good stuff. Now, my ultimate peer group is about having a personal entourage of best friends based on this principle. You can have the same type of people, it’s just that it’d be refined down to the ones that constantly set your life experience on fire with personal fun, pleasure, & happiness.
My level of personal development & self-expression is beyond the amount of money I currently have to buy love. That’s not a sad statement about me, rather about the reality of the repressed world we live in. My world is poppin’ with more ecstasy than a fetish orgy at Xanadu.
Most people are uncomfortable exposing things like their eccentricities, dark side, & fetishes. After a year of focused personal development and progressive exposure, since my personal transformation, I’m now uncomfortable NOT exposing all of these things. With my recent decision to privatize my personal life for my business goals, I feel partly like I’m in self-expression jail. The real me wants to be free again!!
You know how people believe & say stuff like “just be yourself”, “show me the real you”, “be transparent & authentic”, etc… Well, I make 90-some percent of those people backtrack on their beliefs, because they simply can’t handle the observation of real human nature. Yeah, who’s the real authentic person now, my bitches?? Me…cause I’m so goddman cute.
If I was tall, then it’d be really hard to find attractive girls that are 6″ to 18″ taller than me. I love my height, because that means there are tons of attractive girls out there who are much taller than me. Damn, I love tall chicks!! Any 6′ to 7′ girls want a fun date who will literally worship you??
Who I am consistently pisses people off, because I don’t play ball with their traditional mainstream rules & norms…except when it serves my personal happiness.
“Whatever you do with ease today was impossible for you at some point in the past.” -Steve Pavlina
What a point blank statement of truth for our awesome capability to go much much further with what we want right now. What valuable capability would you like to perform on with ease in your future? I can. You can.
So many middle-aged and older women make themselves look older & unattractive with how they do their makeup. You know, these women who still think it is the 1980s or who might potentially be headed to a clown convention. Do I need to start a business to show you bitches how to look good with your facial design?
News flash!! Guys really don’t like most all aspects of makeup that look unnatural, unless you’re trying & able to successfully pull off a branded look like gothic or emo. For many, no makeup at all would be a huge improvement over what they currently do.
Younger chicks do better with their makeup, but could still use some insightful lessons about perceived attractiveness. More women would be much more physically attractive & sexually attractive, for several more years & decades of life, if they just learned how to do their makeup really well.
I’ll teach you. I’m only half joking.
Loving someone means you will probably stay with them. Liking them ensures that you’ll actually enjoy it.
Playing my favorite movie Wall Street (1987) while doing high finance business research makes me feel warm & fuzzy inside. I think I might have to get an office in a Manhattan skyscraper. Looking outside the window, up & down, upon tall buildings of the nation’s financial powerhouse might feel inspirational.
Last year, after my personal transformation, I figured out how to be really really happy on a small-time lifestyle budget. And that is still true. However, after refining down my anticipated long-term desires & path in life, I also figured that there would be too many key outlets of happiness left on the table, if I don’t attain UHNWI status.
With only one guaranteed life to live, I feel a deep need to pursue my absolute best life. I recently got super inspired again to build that ultra high net worth by getting back into pursuing my career as a capitalist in finance/investments. However, I didn’t want to hold myself back for years & decades in living out my small-time lifestyle of lots of fun/pleasure/happiness. So what put me over the edge was figuring that a hybrid approach of having both could still work well. So, if I’m right, then I get to have lots of fun while also predictably building my way towards an absolute dream life that is out of this fucking world outrageous.
Bruce Wayne is not my identity. He is only my money mask. I am the Dark Knight.
Continuing to take a chance on what you want is better than settling for what you don’t want. I, by all means, do not want a normal identity or life.
I used to think that controlling everything in one’s life was being a sophisticated human. Now, I think that it is a more sophisticated approach to life to be able to lose control and effectively manage the worst of consequences. This way, you get to be free, instead of living inside an invisible jail of personal rules.
Years ago, I developed an achievement concept (RTP) that I use to help gauge the overall value of effectiveness for virtually any pursuit in life. I refer to it like this…
(RTP): Results / Time / Predictability
- Results = The core desired or realized outcomes
- Time = The desired or actual timeframe that those results are produced in
- Predictability = The likelihood of producing those results in that timeframe
I use this to analyze my own prior pursuits, other people’s prior pursuits, and as a predictive framework for future pursuits.
It has always stuck with me and is now internalized into my strategic thinking for all areas of my life, business & personal. This simple RTP framework has been quite a valuable tool for me.
I totally just fucked a vacuum. It sucked.I haven’t figured out the precise psychology of it yet, but there is definitely a pattern in human nature where people want what they can’t have. Where if people are told that they can’t have something, then its value and their desire for it often increases, sometimes very intensely.
For example the taboo of sexuality between humans of certain ages, relationships, & job positions in modern society has always turned me on to such forbidden activities. However, if it wasn’t taboo and was generally considered to be normal, then the attraction, desire, & pleasure wouldn’t likely be there.
So I’d like to formally thank the Double P culture & community I was brought up in for causing such a white hot desire to manifest inside of me. I’ll be milking it for pleasure & happiness for decades to come.
One of my highest lifestyle aspirations is to consistently be able to act super eccentric and engage in totally raw visceral human connection in public, in a way that is super duper fun & pleasurable. To do this, I need a hedonistic entourage of friends that are down with eccentricity, exhibitionism, & hacking of peeps Double P emotions.
I used to be encouraging of anyone becoming an entrepreneur and pursuing above average success. Now, I shit on that notion, because I’ve found that the overwhelming majority simply do not have the personal character or motivation to do it.
Man, taking on my first serious business venture, since my personal transformation, is really challenging some core shit within me. There is resistance all over the place within me. However, I know it is the right path, both logically, and intuitively from a peak state of flow. When I’m in a more optimal mindset, I’m kicking ass and am making the most impact on my dreams. I just need to figure out how to be in that mindset more or produce as much within my average mindset. Hmmm…
The way I see it now is this… Your life is going to be short and over soon, no matter what you do with it. I believe we can appreciate each moment of our experience of living much more than average. So it makes logical sense to do that and choose to be more happy with whatever amount of life we personally have left.
Would you rather go through failure for years, perhaps decades, and ultimately succeed in living your wildest dreams? …Or would you just rather accept & live a normal comfortable life without seriously pursuing the full potential for your life? …Which one have you been doing? Failure is built into the fabric of success. You can’t avoid it, if you want to live your dream life.
Now that I’m taking on a serious business venture again, I’m finding that it is hurting a meaningful chunk of my mindset & focus for youthful hedonism. My day to day experience is less fun. The money will still be worth it, but I’d like to find a way to get the best of both soon.
What is it about the brand of Eastern European chicks that often makes them so fucking hot to me?? This song & video is awesome, but it becomes a transcendent experience for me due to knowing the chick is from Eastern Europe…
