You can have all of my million dollar ideas for free. I don’t need them. It takes a lot more profit for me to want to do it. I either give them to you, or use them as million dollar toilet paper.

I’m going to be doing some heavy social entrepreneurship throughout the future. But, not that kind. I’m talking about building my family. We’re not your traditional style of family.

How would the world’s judgement of who you are currently fall within these segments of acceptability? How about your own family & friends?

What if you openly pursued ALL of your subconscious desires within your own morality & beliefs, then how would the world and your family & friends feel about you? Would this stop you? What if threats of violence were imposed upon you?

Okay, I’m starting to see new paradigms open up within me. I was connected to this type of bliss many years ago, but lost it, and am now finding connection with it again. Feels good!

I will show my family the many wonders of their mind and together we will transcend in love & ecstasy.

I need to turn all my family into elite hedonists. This will help us transcend. I must develop a training academy.

I’m so constrained without a simulated reality to sync my mind up to and manifest my desires through. I’m having to work through the limited confines of real life objects. With a simulated reality, I could use it to dynamically paint emotional experiences through my imagination & senses. Objects simply turn into sights, sounds, & touch that are fluid and responsive to your imagination. You become a true God/dess of your tangible reality. I wanna transcend this limited reality!

You may have great knowledge, resources, & friends. But how great is your personal experience in life? How often & far does your experience transcend beyond just simply being happy? General society will never take you there. So in order to transcend typical experiences of happiness, you have to transcend the box that is general society.

Although painful, deep rejection can be one of the most valuable gifts for heightened happiness. It has been for me.

I can tell that my new family identity has meaningfully escalated my underlying motivation to become wealthy. Because, now, the long-term security & well-being of my family is something I feel naturally committed to. If I want a large family with security & luxury, then I need to start making my millions. I’m on the same financial path, but I have a deeper sense of purpose & drive now to compound my money with.

Some people dominate in commerce but submit in law. Some people dominate in law but submit in commerce. Few people dominate in both. Most people submit in both.

When creating a family, the size of your carrot increases, but the size of your stick shrinks. If you overcompensate by swinging your stick even harder, then you sour the taste of your carrot. I guess I’ll just have to be rich enough to absorb the cost of bad apples, and do my best to amicably separate them out from the rest without spoiling the entire bushel. What becomes even more critical is the initial selection of my ripe apples.

Everything has pros & cons, when measured against ideals, including the pursuit of ideals.

Secrecy generally allows for individuals to do more of what they want, both good & bad. Transparency generally allows for less bad to be done overall, except when the masses end up supporting it. Then, transparency protects & insulates it, by removing the emotional charge necessary for change. So these are both double edged swords.

As a young kid (biologically), I felt at home in the world. Then, I didn’t, and I haven’t since. Now, I once again see what home looks like for me, and am going to pursue building it for myself, despite the inherent risks & challenges. I’m going home with my family.

Most rich people are still poor inside. It’s because their mindset & identity are a product of general society, even if somewhat upgraded. It’s so important that I continue to transcend that shit. I feel myself slipping some, but I also see a new promise land of true inspiration.

In order to “have it all” in my life, I’m finding that I have to throw away a lot of what is good, in order to possess everything that is truly great.

It’s a really interesting process to open yourself up to becoming a citizen of any country around the world and choosing the optimal one based on detailed criteria beyond general impressions. For me, it looks like the United States won’t end up being the winner. Probably not that many human beings pursue this type of analysis & change.

I play loveball with my family. Yes, we do have sex. Get over it.

People who don’t engage deep send a signal for those who do to go away. Silly humans hate love & connection.

I want to shoot myself with a nail gun when I, pro bono, help small business people write sales copy and they insist on turning it into literature. Sorry, can’t help you. Good luck!

A decade ago, I associated the term “internet marketing” with mom & pop self-employed people trying to make tens of thousands of dollars in profit by promoting their crappy shit online. Now, I associate the term “internet marketing” with cutting-edge, targeted, lean, scalable, systems-based, psychological, modern marketing and me personally making tens of millions of dollars in profit online. It’s a good thing that most people still associate “internet marketing” to the former. That just means more profit for me!

I’m always optimizing my strategies in life to reach new higher paradigms of what I want.

As far as my general lifestyle goes, as a social hedonist, it looks like my best strategy so far involves 3 separate countries…

- 1 country to live in
- 1 country to make my money in
- 1 country to make my friends in

I just recently figured this one out, based on some technical reasoning. I’m absolutely loving this plan. Let’s hope it works as good as it looks on paper.

One of the most pleasurable skills you could learn for your sex life is how to expertly tease yourself & others. With this skill, you can up the desire & pleasure of almost any moment.

Just woke up from a D/s dream. I feel like subbing to a domme right now. Slap my face, please! Thank you, Mistress…may you please do it harder?

Let’s say you were to live optimally in your lifetime, able to do everything you would ever want to do, assuming it didn’t violate the bodies or property of others without their consent. Are you sure that the laws in your jurisdiction aren’t written to stop you from living optimally? What would happen to you if law enforcement finds out that you are living optimally according to your morality & desires? Does this reality of other people’s made up rules/morality, injected into government, put limits upon your life or happiness?

Traditionally in my life, I wasn’t that actively interested in government & law, other than being an important chess piece in business. However, my serious interests in systems, human nature, & liberty have ultimately led me to a deeper interest in government & law, as a centralized system of rules & punishment for society that are backed by a monopoly of violent force. I don’t really plan on influencing them (cost/benefit), other than potentially developing my own, after secceeding and establishing my own self-determined micronation someday in the distant future (billionaire). However, government & law are just core entities that affect humanity, and I’m getting pretty sick of the Double P (professional & puritan) nature of America’s social laws, which still do not respect consensuality, and therefore civil liberty as well. I might permanently bail soon.

Within my family, it is very important that I use a negative vibe of persuasion very sparingly. Instead, cultivating a garden through positive reinforcement will primarily be much more effective overall in sustaining an upward spiral. My limits will be tested at times, so I should focus on expanding them beyond their emotional stress tests. Bad apples should be dealt with in a way that doesn’t threaten others. Maintaining a sense of deep group connection is key. Perpetuate the love, fun, excitement, passion, & pleasure.

I’ve spent every year of my adult life pursuing achievement. It is going to be so awesome when my success allows me to divide each year up into 365 days and just focus on fulfilling different desires of mine each & every day.

With my newfound family identity, I’ve felt my personal identity become contained by it. The experience within it is amazing, but not 100% optimal. What’s even more optimal is to have both my family identity and my independent personal identity sit side by side for ongoing indulgence.

Because of my recently changed mindset, I’m feeling an urge to evolve my tattoo (personal website) a bit more. Maybe I’ll start implementing on this idea.

Self-interest can be seen in the way people answer questions. Most all people usually give surface-level, vague, bullshit answers to questions, because they don’t give a shit to think it through or don’t want others to know the true answers. Nothing wrong with self-interest, but try getting people to acknowledge it, and again their own self-interest will often make them deny it. I for one like the truth, so I’ll usually give you a real answer and expose my self-interest. Am I unoptimized for pleasure by doing so?

Religious people believe the sky is not purple, because they can see it. Yet, they believe there is a guy up there who can turn the sky purple, if he pleases.

People will often get pissed at you for sharpening your saw for extended periods of time in life. Then, one day, you wake up with a saw that is 10X sharper than everyone else’s and go on to rapidly produce more than they ever will.

Understanding the psychology of moment by moment behavior is easy for me. However, understanding how subconscious meaning is developed within the mind is something I still don’t have a solid model for yet. I want it!

The human voice is one of the most erotic utensils that we possess.

Wow! My mindset towards my life is totally different than it was a few months ago. Up until then, I emotionally framed my life & identity in a socially public context with the world. Now, they’re emotionally framed in a socially private context with my family. I knew the stuff that had logically changed, and I knew I felt emotionally different somehow, but I couldn’t put my finger on it until now. What a fundamental change for me. Although, not necessarily static.

Having a large family means having lots of birthday parties! Yay! That will be super fun.

For socioeconomic arbitrage, I like to see a low PPP adjusted GNI per capita, with an even lower nominal GNI per capita, and class stratification. This makes for fertile opportunity to multiply my social buying power.

I think I may have figured out an optimal long-term solution that may have some real promise to it. This could be amazing!

I wanna be your temporary lover in life. I wanna taste each other and exchange more pleasure & happiness.

One of the most profitable, yet advanced, ways to make a lot of money is to upgrade the infrastructure of commerce out in the world.

Most people simply focus on directly selling something to someone. Rather, building infrastructure, tools, & opportunities to enable many others to more effectively sell for themselves can be much more effective & scalable for making tons of dough.

Example: Google AdWords/AdSense unlocked a new paradigm of commercial value online and took a cut as a win/win middleman.

I’m currently sitting on one of these myself that would open up a new paradigm of commerce. I’d love to be in a position to implement on it within the next few years.

A lot of people live for results. I used to. Now, I live for experiences. I’ve evolved.

I have a really sweet new idea!! But it will have to wait.

This whole cookie will ultimately crumble. So take pleasure with every single piece you’re getting now.

I have two super drives within me. They are truth & pleasure. They often conflict. Yet, I often use my deep wisdom focused mind to better exploit my desires of pleasure, and up my life’s happiness.

I like to hedonistically bliss myself out to female vocal trance. It makes me feel like heaven is located within my skull.

I’ll eat a girl’s ass, but not her poo. Keep it clean! Poo eating is for Vikings. Geez… Standards, people!!

At first glance, you’d think that indulging your mind into “ideal” experiences of pleasure for your entire life would be ideal. However, by questioning my life’s need for general society, I’ve found that a lot of meaning & value likely rests upon the elements of contrast, rejection, & loss that general society consistently provides.

- Contrast: Everything emotionally normalizes and does so much faster without ongoing contrast.

- Rejection: Human connection is the #1 pillar of happiness and is contrasted with rejection.

- Loss: If you possess it and can’t lose it, then the subconscious will take its value for granted.

So, you see, our sources of happiness/pleasure/value are backed by both the positive & negative sources of meaning of what we want & don’t want. To get the experience you ideally want, you’ll also still likely need to have the presence of what you don’t want. However, by being aware of it, you can do it strategically for maximal pleasure/happiness.

The array of billions of differing mindsets going on simultaneously throughout humanity is like a brilliantly complex and evolving painting.

Most driven achievers like to broaden & scale-up the scope of their pursuits. I used to. But, I’ve evolved. Now, I primarily focus on contracting & condensing the scope of my pursuits into laser focused, white hot experiences of personal pleasure. Because, the end goal is ultimately not tangible. Therefore, more stops becoming more, based on quantity.

A very intriguing hybrid would be to seclude with family, but consistently bring the visceral presence of general society to me, so it wouldn’t feel secluded emotionally. Maybe like a hedonistic resort next to my family compound. Hmmm… Making progress.

Where I take my life going forward is going to be based on how much subconscious emotional meaning that general society adds to my life experience. Either I will need general society as a backdrop to my life, or I won’t and then I’ll go off the grid with my family. Can the same level of emotionally enjoyable meaning likely be created within a secluded community life, or will there be an indefinite emotional loss from not having a real connection to the outside world? I’m uncertain. This one could take some time to psychologically test and determine. There’s more active desire fulfillment in seclusion, but there may be more passive desire fulfillment with the presence of general society. Toughy!

What do you truly want out of life? Okay… Now, what role & path has the highest predictable trajectory for getting that? Okay… So, are you following that optimal role & path? If not, and you don’t go run to do it, then there might be more to the story about what you truly want in life? Like comfort & pleasure. So, next time, state everything you actually want more comprehensively. Then look to maximize across all of it. Many of your wants will inherently conflict.

What good is a pleasureless life?

When discovering your true desires, don’t strategically qualify them. Connect with your core essence and just let your natural desires pour out of you. Do this for a few years while ridding yourself of societal conditioning, and you’ll be amazed at what you find that is genuine & true based on your natural sense of happiness & love. You’ll then look back at your old self as very limited in capacity for personal truth & happiness.

Goddamn, this country is so blindly Double P (professional & puritanical). It’s even spilled over into the “open minded” people. Where’s the real absolute perspective in people? I’m not seeing it that often. The hardship of poorer countries can often give them better perspectives on true good & evil.

What’s more valuable for your own happiness?

- A natural friend who shares/expresses love & pleasure with you half way.

- A compensated friend who shares/expresses love & pleasure with you all the way.

Have you ever even gone all the way with someone and poured your guts out in love & pleasure with them? If so, how sporadic?

I’m seriously debating the value of general society as a part of my life, given some juicy alternatives…

- How much value does it give me to be in any specific country?

- How much value does it give me to be able to go out on the town?

- How much value does it give me to fully self-express online?

- How much value does it give me to have any social connection at all to the outside world?

So I’m seriously putting society itself on the chopping block for myself. The answers could completely change my life path.

From a psychological perspective, if you’re trying to influence & defeat someone for the long-term who is highly motivated, it is not ideal to win efficiently by your own initiative. Instead, it is more effective if you can allow them to lose by attempting all of their own initiatives without success. That way, you not only win functionally, but you also allow them to fully exhaust & extinct their own aggression & motivation towards you, which equates to a permanent win. Otherwise, if you fight and win upfront by your own initiative, then you may functionally defeat them at that point in time, but you will have fueled their drive to come back and defeat you later.

It’s like how the best way to train a rabid dog not to bite you is to actually let it bite you while remaining compassionate. Trying to actively fight & punish the dog into compliance may give you temporary results at times, but doing that will not remove the dog’s internal aggression & drive to bite you. It needs to be repeatedly proven to to the dog that biting you does not give it the payoff that it wants, and is therefore not in its self-interest and a waste of its energy to bite you yet again.

There should be a punishable law against those who make & enforce laws that punish victimless “crimes”. In these cases, the victim is the “criminal”, and the criminal is the law and those who make & enforce it. Seriously.

Most people don’t care much about the subject of law, until they become a victim of a heinous crime, or a victim of the law itself. I have not been a victim of a heinous crime, but I’m now quite interested in the law. Society’s assholes love to forcefully punish consensual activities of others that they don’t consent to themselves. Fukkerz.

So many well intentioned people pervasively advocate “following to the law”. My question is… “Why?”

These people who advocate this crap usually haven’t thought much about the fundamental nature of government & law.

Instead, they usually are indoctrinated to respect & fear proclaimed authorities in society without a second thought.

Laws are just a book of rules for society, supposedly applicable to all people, ratified by a very imperfect process.

The consequence of not following the rules, or being suspected of not following the rules, is physical force being applied to you by law enforcement.

Every single year, thousands upon thousands of new laws are being created, modified, & abolished within societies by government processes across almost all aspects of human life. It’s impossible to even know all of the laws that pertain to your life.

Step across an invisible local, state, or national border and the laws governing your body, activities, & responsibilities are entirely different.

Laws are often based on the morality of others. Their morality, religion, etc might be totally different than yours.

So why is it good advice to pervasively, always, forever follow the law?

I don’t even know a single person who hasn’t broken the law multiple times, except for babies.

What’s better is to use your own sense of morality & strategic judgement as to whether or not to do or not do something in life, where the law & legal ramifications are a variable in that consideration.

But always blindly following the law? C’mon. Please, people.

Especially with the internet & pervasive consumer technology to efficiently coordinate commerce & humanitarian aid, I’m very much for going towards a stateless, libertarian, anarchistic, voluntary society. Because, modern governments still attack, imprison, & even kill people for their consensual & victimless activity, based on rules that other people invent based on their own personal morality, which is criminal towards the freedom of humanity itself. But, there are three core matters that make me hesitate with going all the way in agreeing to abolish government…

- Private Unconsensual Slavery/Torture
- Opportunistic Gangs/Terrorists
- Private WMD Development

I suppose that voluntary humanitarian organizations similar to our government would be established, where physical force would be used against those who sought to opportunistically harm others. However, those seeking to do the harming could develop into sizable organizations who use physical force themselves. At least, in today’s world, with governments having a monopoly on the use of violence, there is a general suppression of violence between private people & groups. We still have to worry about politicians going to war with other governments, however, with future technologies, like personal nanofabrication, what’s to stop individuals from developing & deploying WMDs to erase humanity. A lot of future technologies, like nanofab machines, will allow us to be more independent with serving ourselves. However, the game of violence & security will get escalated too. In a stateless voluntary society, I see much more love & happiness spreading, but I also see less infrastructure for the suppression of evil & violence. Today, at least, rulers & politicians of nations have to live in and be accountable to a whole nation of their people. In a stateless society, it is just a bunch of free form opinions butting heads, which potentially allows for anyone to easily go out and start strategically conquering others with force. Now, the barriers of entry are to go up against entire police forces, national militaries, & court systems, if one cares to terrorize people and still live free.

That said, governments should definitely not prosecute consensual & personal activities that do not harm the bodies or property of others without consent. Currently, concepts of good & bad supported by the rule of law are way too subjective, and various groups of people are able to use government as a platform to force their own morality into the otherwise consensual & harmless lives of others.

Try the exercise of stripping away the layers of hidden subconscious obligation within your mind. Strip away any & all hidden obligation with your career, goals, relationships, identity, beliefs, desires, etc. Try to get to a state of just viscerally being here & now in this present moment, where any & all future results don’t matter or exist.

That sounds very hippie, new age, zen, even coming from someone like me. However, this is about replicating the free mind of a child and maximizing capacity & freedom to experience more mental pleasure/happiness.

Odds are that you have tons of mental sludge in your subconscious due to layers of hidden obligation being plastered on, which I’ve discovered I do too. And I’m a person who’s strategically tried to avoid obligation throughout my life.

When you gain a renewed sense of total mental freedom, like you had as a young kid, as I have achieved today, then this is a real asset for experiencing more pleasure/happiness in your life. My happiness has shot up multiple times already on day one. Combine subconscious freedom & desire fulfillment, and I think that’s a formula for extreme happiness.

In the mindset of stripping away most all subconscious obligation, I feel a much more visceral sense of my tangible surroundings. This is how it was more regularly like as a young kid. As an adult, I’ve largely just floated around the earth subconsciously obligated to remaining within my own conditioned mental bubble of preestablished meaning & feelings.

Most all of the highest ranking people in society are there because they consistently serve some role of value to others, whether it be entrepreneurs, executives, politicians, celebrities, etc. However, whether doing something big or small in society, obligation becomes a mental prison. When doing something cool that you often love, the mental prison will be invisible and the person will fight to deny any notion that they are a slave to their conditions. However, what I clearly realized today is that the prison is still there.

It doesn’t matter if you are making a general choice in life to do what you do as a career, identity, or lifestyle. It will limit the focus of meaning & experience of your mind, putting a container around it with hard boundaries. Total happiness capacity is then downsized. The ideal is not to abstain from your specific desires or pervasively commit to them. The ideal is to be able to remain mentally free, moment by moment, but be able to indulge in & out of the experiences of your desires, as you please. To be free like a young kid and play on a whim, as you please.

Most all people are conditioned to do the opposite and pervasively commit to and prove ourselves with things, like maybe career, family, identity, success, intelligence, popularity, friendship, lovers, etc. It really takes something to remain this free of hidden obligation within one’s mind. Especially from hidden obligations created out of your own desires. The goal is to retain full mental capacity & freedom across your life, while momentarily deep diving into your desires, when you get truly inspired to. Like a young kid does.

A well developed identity can produce awesome life experiences, but can also create a constant sense of obligation to always be something to yourself & others. There’s happiness value in being something and being nothing. I need a basis for when & how to switch between the two.

Ah, yes!! I just achieved a renewed sense of freedom within myself, like I felt as a kid (biological). I found it through this phrase & distinction… “I don’t have to do anything.”

Because, even since my personal transformation, discovering my true essence, and discovering my path for optimal happiness, I’ve felt obligated to performing on these things. I’ve felt a constant attrition of my life, where the opportunity cost of every moment is killing my happiness potential.

I’ve often removed all traditional obligation from my mind, but deep down still felt an obligation to go engage my primary desires to produce more happiness. But, obligation & desire mix like oil & water. Truly feeling like I don’t have to do anything, ever, and just being & observing things as they are in this present moment, without any obligation to future results, is very very freeing & pleasurable to my mind.

I really want to keep this deeper sense of freedom within my mindset, going forward in my life.

Ah, so liberating to me!! …I don’t have to do anything.

I primarily enjoy the sport of loveball, but also sometimes enjoy the sport of business. So I’ll play moneyball & loveball throughout my life.

It’s not optimal to primarily identify & engage the most generally potent desires of yours. That get’s you half way. What’s more optimal is to also monitor your mindset for motivation to experience long tail desires and feed it those when desired. Maximizing the experience of your life will often take you beyond your core desires. For instance, I might love playing the sport of loveball almost all day everyday, but, I also do enjoy indulging in the sport of business at times. It’s not meaningless to day trade your life activities as often as your whims of desire ebb & flow. Done right, it’s ultra pleasurable.

Happiness = Experience = Mindset + Activity + Conditions

Intellect is a durable asset. Once well developed, it pays fat dividends forever.

For a while, I’ve looked at business more as a purely functional endeavor in my life. I’m starting to view business more like a fun sport again. I’m working on rising to the top of the food chain and being an independent capitalist. I’m also pursuing it as an openly public hedonist. Fun!

Is it a naughty thing that my business hero is Gordon Gekko?

I remember being about 6 years old (biologically), laying in my parents bed, philosophizing for hours about the concept & nature of infinity, trying to hack into it deeper with logic & mathematics. Like, logically comparing the concept of infinity to infinity + 1. Yeah, I was “special”.

Watch out! If you self-discover & personally develop too rapidly, society will want to shut you down with physical force.

It makes me sick to see people who believe in blindly following proclaimed authorities throughout humanity. So many people believe they are truly in debt to government, law enforcement, churches, etc. Certain establishments in society may presently have tangible external powers, but to hand over the internal power of your mind & identity to a third party is just sickening to me.

If all parties involved presently want it, understand it, & agree to it, then it should be legal. Shame on society’s assholes.

One of the greatest crimes of our democracy is the notion of victimless crimes. Consensuality should have been a pervasive legal tenant of the “free world”. Instead, the human right to consent was overridden by Judeo-Christian morality, and is still being legally forced into every person’s life, even hundreds of years later. The mob still rules our consensual private affairs with force.

Will the rule of law remain a matter of segmented jurisdiction & citizenship, or will a government seek to enFORCE its laws more pervasively beyond approved jurisdictions & citizenship? How far? Too all land, waters, & space? Our international waters & outer space are opportunities for entrepreneurial competition in government throughout the future. We need the freedom to peacefully choose self-determination so that people don’t have to choose between covertly breaking the law and following the lowest common denominator of morality/law. The better alternative is to pioneer new forms of government & law, at sea and in space, based on greater individual liberty.

What do you call a girl’s scrotum? …A baguette.

The explanation in the eyes of law of attraction for the extreme success of Corporate America would be something like this…

They truly believe in & desire their own success, therefore the universe manifests it for them. All of their existing money, manpower, expertise, strategies, contracts, & tangible value delivered to customers wouldn’t help them produce any profit, if they didn’t have the ongoing mental belief & desire for success. It’s Corporate America’s vibrational match with success that makes them win, not the money, manpower, expertise, strategies, contracts, or tangible value. They could throw all of that away, put their CEOs in bondage porn films, adopt a new obscenely offensive brand, and, if they mentally maintain a strong enough vibrational match with success, then their profits & stock prices will continue to rise.

In the reality of unknown reality (i’m agnostic), this is entirely possible. However, I don’t buy into it being probable, despite wishing it was. I used to superstitiously pick out packs of sports cards as a kid using law of attraction, not knowing what it was called. It was fun. So I would use things like the law of attraction as an internal feel-good tool, but not as a serious tool for influencing the external world, until the day I see some hard evidence. Same goes for spirituality/religion.

I like to look at pleasure/happiness in life as a factory that produces your desires. Think about how a corporation manufactures widgets and is always looking to pump out a higher quantity & quality of widgets. Well, same goes for personal happiness. You get happiness by experiencing the pleasure of your desires. You get more happiness by experiencing a higher quantity & quality of desires throughout your life.

So imagine the assembly line & conveyor belt of your personal life as it currently is. At what rate are your personal desires coming off the conveyor belt (per decade, year, month, day, hour)? How potent & juicy are those desires on average (pleasure rating -10 to +10)? Could you double the rate of desire production? Could you double the quality of desires delivered? How about triple, quadruple, or more? How much more fulfilling of a life experience could you have by consistently multiplying the number & juiciness of desires experienced within your hours, days, months, years, decades of human life?

My primary desires that I want to scale up and optimize through a larger operation is that of deep friendship & sexuality. So I’m assembling a hedonistic family and establishing a loveball team. There will be lots of real life spontaneity, but also lots of precision desire fulfillment. I couldn’t create as much pleasure/happiness, if it wasn’t strategically made into a pooled dedicated operation. This is love & friendship on steroids.

Are you able to turn your personal desires into a business operation? Not a profit driven operation, but a pleasure driven operation. If you know your desires with enough precision and are capable of creating an operation beyond your own personal effort, then you could take your own desires & experience of life to a whole new paradigm, beyond a traditionally run personal life. It’s like the difference between being self-employed vs. a pro entrepreneur. How many more widgets can a corporation manufacture compared to a sole proprietor? How many more magic moments in life could you create with a large “pleasure team” compared to trying to craft your life’s desires solo?

When you take something of value and try to devalue it by making it naughty or forbidden, you actually end up increasing its value.

My perspective of society was so much cooler back in the 1980s. More game like.

Often, the hardest thing about financial poverty is social poverty.

Going through sustained poverty and struggle can help take the feeling of guilt or inequity out of your riches, once achieved.

An awesome deep connection consists of freedom, alignment, & spark.

The purpose of my money is to invest deeper into my health, wealth, & happiness. My health is enhanced by more optimal nutrition, medical science, & risk mitigation. My wealth is enhanced by economic assets like businesses, real estate, & human capital. My happiness is enhanced by my personal comfort, desires, & best friends. If I couldn’t invest my hard earned money into the lives & experiences I share with my inner circle of best friends, then that would really suck for my optimal happiness, which is the overriding purpose of my life.

Your wisdom is cute.

I absolutely cannot fukken wait to graduate high school this year!!

Brands are shortcuts to mindsets & experiences. Don’t just consume them in commerce. You can create them within your own personal life for a greater sense of meaning & happiness.

Being a nanny is a paid job, but often the nanny & child grow to love one another and don’t want to part. So they continue in their “commerce”. What whores.

My peak effectiveness for pleasure/happiness is usually found somewhere between randomness & precision.

Give everything in your life the meaning of pleasure & happiness. If it doesn’t support that, then either eliminate it or convert it.

Guys who don’t like to cuddle with girls are missing out on quite an enchanting source of connection & pleasure.

Loveball is the hedonistic sport of love & sex.

The objective of the game is to experience your most potent desires and significantly up your pleasure/happiness in life.

Oh, oh baby… It looks like I’m going to be doing a sexual project this year. Shhh!!

Just like in traditional sports, the sport of loveball has player positions. Although, on your own loveball team, the roles are based on your own desires. So instead of pitchers, linebackers, forwards, etc, on my team you’ll see roles like tall girls, short girls, sporty girls, fetish girls, rebel girls, elegant girls, dommes, girl cops, army girls, ballerinas, tomboys, mommies, sisters, teachers, babysitters, dead girls, pony girls, future girls, amish girls, plig girls, etc. Yeah, we’re an all girl loveball team, including me, of course.

For a long time, I’ve been collecting different brands of identity, expression, experience, desire, etc that give me pleasure and have been trying to figure out the best ways to dynamically live them for the biggest clusterfuck of an ultra happy human life.

It’s not often that people consistently inspire me with who they naturally are, but Bam Margera does. Just rediscovered his shit. I relate.

I only trade in the alt currency of Fukky Fukks.

What color of pleasure do you deny within your life? Why be afraid of experiencing the full spectrum of it? It’s just pleasure. It won’t hurt, by definition.

I remember my family taking me to church each Sunday when I was a young kid (biologically), like 9 or 10 years old, and I couldn’t help but lusting over the hot teenage chicks in church. I didn’t even hear what the fuck they were preaching/selling in church. I could only think about taking those hot church girls into the church bathroom and letting them “rape” me thoroughly. I’d often get a raging boner in my pants while in church, which I was self-conscious of. Although, when everybody stood up in church, it felt good to secretly rub my hard boy cock against the wooden pew in front of me for extra pleasure. See what a naughty little hedonist I’ve always been. Oh, oh, Jesus!!

When I was a young kid (biologically), like 6+, me and my guy friends always wanted to fuck cute chicks who were older than us. Like high school, college, & older chicks. And I was even a nice private school Christian boy back then. It’s a shame that pedo laws killed my consensual childhood dreams. I should sue America.

I wanna lay with you in bed, cuddling, gazing, kissing, and flowing dynamically between childlike pitter-patter & playful eroticism.

The experiential mindset of being a grownup sucks, compared to being a kid. So I’m officially declaring war on being a grownup and am going to further regress into living as a kid. Fuck you, grownups!!

We need to run & jump & laugh & play as we once did when we were kids! Join me!

Siwwy human… Wuv is made fwor shawwing. Don’t cha know? I wuv u.

If you’re a social hedonist who likes both fucking for sport and intimately making love, as well as getting creatively kinky with your fetishes, then the sport known as “loveball” might be for you. You might want to attend our spring training this year and give it a try.

In the sport of professional loveball, frequent showers, douching, mouth washing, & changing of underwear are part of the typical player’s daily routine. We keep our instruments polished.

My shit can be pretty polarizing at times. I’ll likely either expose you as a genuinely open minded person who is very loving or who can deeply reason within stuff (good), or you’ll get really fucking disgusted & pissed at me because some of your deep seeded emotional beliefs are the byproduct of average mainstream society (bad). Either way, I’m just going to be me.

The progression of my business education has generally followed this path so far…

- 1. Pop Business/Investing/Marketing
- 2. Business Administration Technicals
- 3. Finance & Legal Technicals
- 4. Psychological Marketing & Commerce as an Ecosystem

A lot of wantrepreneurs stop at #1 and a lot of real entrepreneurs stop at #2. Most all truly serious pro entrepreneurs don’t even go beyond #3. It’s been over a decade now and I’m still progressing wider & deeper.

In decades past, business systems were more so used for efficient business administration. Today, business systems more so drive business strategy in data driven marketing & entrepreneurship. This is why my business systems are not just for convenience. They are being integrated into the core fabric of my strategy. Ultimately, I will fully close the data feedback loop and have an intelligent AI that self-optimizes itself. But, at this stage, it is for human decision making of precision-tuned allocation & campaign adjustments for my marketing programs.

I’ve never architected business systems this deep before. This work is going to turn into a real competitive advantage for me. I’m going to cleanup.

When you have big goals and an extremely expanded vision of life, focus becomes a big variable. Maintaining focus is the mental container for motivation to do something specific. I think for the foreseeable future, I can chunk my overall focus down to two simple concepts without feeling overly restricted. My chunked down focus is Money & Family.

With large scale financial success, I would likely secede from all prior citizenship and establish my own fully self-determined micronation, where the rule of love trumps the rule of law.

“Let’s cut the bullshit, Aurthur. I’m from Pittsburgh, and now I own skyscrapers. Unlike you, I wasn’t given my billions. I took ‘em.”

My “problem” is that I believed the movies I saw as a kid. The shit you get inspired by is the emotional truth, but not the logical truth. You can live your dreams, if you do the hard work of aligning the logical truth with your emotional truth.

You can either optimize your deep seeded beliefs & feelings or you can shift your core focus to something better. Both have the same effect, if sustained.

I’ve long been a minimalist and still largely am, but I’ve grown to enjoy having a home environment of warm character. In the past, my places used to be notoriously bare. Now, I enjoy filling it with stuff that makes me feel more comfortable & inspired. Done strategically, this actually does improve mindset for happiness, compared to a bare place or a randomly cluttered place. Think of designing your home as making a visual experience that reflects the most pleasurable & comfortable parts of your own personal identity that you feel connected to.

A decent number of business peeps use the concept of USP (unique selling proposition) like it’s religion. They’ll qualify businesses, products, campaigns by zeroing in on the question… What’s the USP? …like it’s always meaningful. It’s a total noob mindset towards marketing. I’ve even heard marketing execs pull this shit out of their ass, like they’re talking from an old corporate marketing textbook. I sum up marketing through the concepts of value & influence, and there’s a whole bunch more variables of impact beyond USP going on. Relying on USP is like relying on your job title to get a person to marry you and have your children.

Have you ever had someone commit a felony crime against you where you let it slide because you loved them?

I’m a nice kid with a really naughty mind, so I’m not always that nice.

I feel like I’m on spring vacation right now. Sunny afternoon. Women’s tennis. Happiness.

Here’s my current business path… Algo IM » Dealmaker U » Private Equity

Altruism is simply feeling good about doing good for others. However, at the core of it is still self-interest, cause a person wouldn’t do it if it didn’t feel good to them or the perceived alternative wasn’t worse for them. True altruistic motives only exist in fairy tales. More insight in this note.

Everything’s in the past. Now what do you want to experience in life?

Some people don’t trust rich people because they think they’re greedy and money hungry (as if these are bad things). I don’t trust people who reject those with money and then spend their whole life working hard in order to receive money from the rich person who pays them. They’re like vampires who deny it but feed off of you anyway. Being openly self-interested is a stance of honesty & integrity. Don’t bullshit about your nature.

Throughout the past, traditional peeps have offered me a nice normal lifestyle. I often laughed in their face. I wasn’t laughing at them. I was laughing at the notion of a traditional lifestyle for me. I could either vomit or laugh, so I’ve chosen to laugh.

Thinking is like breathing to me. It takes no effort and I can’t shut it off.

Most all internet marketers & small entrepreneurs could really up their game with some more expertise in finance & analytics.

When you were growing up, graduating school, and deciding what to do as a career, did you choose to become a rich person? If not, then why? …Too hard? Didn’t know how? Didn’t think of it? Wasn’t exciting? …Have you since decided to become rich or do you prefer to work for money indefinitely?

Is it easier for new age people or greedy capitalists to get predictably rich in today’s world? Which is a more bankable mindset, compassion & abundance or strategy & self-interest?

You’re either self-expressed or self-repressed. You can fool yourself, but not me.

Can I fuck your mother? I’ll pay. Pleeeeease!

People always talk about wanting to get paid to do their passion, but tying your personal income to your personal reputation is one of the quickest ways to kill your personal freedom. It’s self-expression suicide.

Here’s a fun comparison of the general roles in real world commerce with the characters in The Matrix films…

- Employee = People inside the Matrix, who can’t get beyond the lowest level of reality

- Pro Employee = Neo the hacker inside the Matrix, who climbs further in the established system

- Self-Employed = Oracle, who is independent and wiser than those in the Matrix but not very personally effective

- Self-Employed Pro = Keymaker, who works hard but can manually open many doors/opportunities effectively

- Entrepreneur = Morpheus, who has big vision but tries to scale up his impact by blind crystal ball faith

- Pro Entrepreneur = Architect, who possess scalable leverage and precision engineers the entire system of the Matrix

- Law Enforcement = Agents, who infinitely multiply and keep the balance of power in favor of the machines

- Central Bank = Machine AI, who dominates the earth and feeds off of virtually all individual humans without consent

For more insight, see this post… Self-Employed vs. Entrepreneur – Venn Diagrams

Usually, people’s true beliefs are much wiser than their momentary thoughts, which are much wiser than their words for describing them. However, there are also very truly unwise minds in the world, as well as minds that can consistently think & communicate their deeper wisdom with greater accuracy. That said, I aspire to be more dumb.

People sometimes like super polished things as short-term experiences, but usually won’t want to regularly live with them for the long-term. We like some authentic grunge & rough edges mixed in, because it better represents our own internal identities, and feels more comfortable, like home.

What would happen if you made more of your private self public? Would you be able to experience more or less of what you truly enjoy in your one short lifetime? Why so scared?

Female hockey players are tall with their skates on and super hot, because, in today’s world, are lean & feminine looking but also aggressive & athletic tomboys. Yum.

Tall female tennis stars are hotter than porn stars, because they are tall, dominant, feminine, athletic goddesses that you can’t have. Bonus points if Eastern European!

Us humans love both fucking & making love. We love sex as sport & as intimacy. You can get the basics of these through a traditional monogamous marriage, or you can structure your life differently and open yourself up to much more pleasure & love while you exist as a human being. Stepping back, and reflecting upon your humanity & one short lifetime, which path inspires you the most? Do you want more than just the norm?

Along with being a boy, I have a lot of girl psychology inside me. I’m surprised I wasn’t born a hermaphrodite.

As part of our innate drive for human connection, we have desires to possess & be possessed by others.

Personal desire will perpetually throw the balance of society off. We are inherently self-interested pain/pleasure animals. This is a good thing with some bad effects.

Everything done is “activity”.

“Work” is activity with the purpose of producing an outcome that is desired.

“Play” is activity with the purpose of directly experiencing one’s end desires.

In a cause/effect context, by definition, all work is always at least one step removed from the experience you really want.

In real world life, work & play are intermixed, especially when analyzed on a micro level of activity.

One can certainly do work while in a pleasurable state of mind.

However, spending more time in life doing activities that are play will likely create more pleasure/happiness within a person, as opposed to activities that are work.

Finally, an activity that is “work” to one person can be “play” to another person, and vice versa.

So my objective in life is to only do work to effectively enable more play.

Computer programming is like painting with logic. With both, you are free to directly create upon a blank canvas as you please.

People usually don’t go from sexually straight to bisexual through visual attraction. It is more often discovered through scenarios of intimate human connection, maybe tied to a specific sexual activity. For me, I’m a guy who’s still exclusively attracted to the fairer sex, but, after deep analysis, I do believe that we are all pansexuals underneath. I say this as a psychologist.

I love learning but still have to do a lot of it for short-term achievement purposes. I can’t wait until I can upgrade my own long-term curiosities to a higher priority.

The strong sensations of pleasure & happiness you felt as a kid are really sharp indicators for you to use today. Your childhood can still be mined for total happiness gold. I so wish I was using HappyBits as a kid, compared to just going by memory & photos.

I really impress myself sometimes with the naughty hedonistic social pleasures I invent inside of this twisted little mind. My life experience is going to be super unique throughout the future! I’m designing it so in my factory of pleasure.

I used to feel a lot more guilty about not being super productive on a daily basis. Over time, I then really ‘got’ the lesson that a lot of pursuits don’t workout and get scrapped, especially with casual strategy & assumptions. Now, I invest a lot more care into optimizing strategy & assumptions, so that I can up my success/failure ratio. I’m also now fine with not always working hard in a traditional way.

Since my personal transformation, I’ve allowed myself to freely express my internal thoughts without filtering. By doing this in constant repetition, especially through these notes on my website, I’ve become really good at formulating my detailed personal thoughts for outward communication. Before this phase, I always had a lot of thoughts & feelings that were stuck inside of me, which I couldn’t express accurately. It feels really good to self-express freely & accurately.

It sucks that for many good-natured, unharmful people to live their lives optimally in a “free” country, they have to contemplate strategically evading the law.

Who gives a shit what you do with your life on earth, since you have an eternity in paradise. You’ve got an infinite number of lifetimes to kill. I’m jealous. I have to actually make mine count, since it’s all I am certain I’ve got.

Is your food itself biologically healthy? Is it even organically real? Or is much of it synthetic or modified? If your food is not in good natural health itself, then what makes you think that you’ll continue to be by putting more of it into your body?

If you had to choose between enjoying your health or enjoying your food, which would you pick? Which one are you already doing with each typical meal?

The purpose of food to the human body is to put enough of the right nutrition inside of you to effectively operate its processes and replace itself on the cellular level. Without the proper substances of nutrition, and with a bunch of bad chemicalized food products, your body’s internal processes won’t ever complete properly.

Your body will literally become the synthetic chemicalized crap that’s in your twinkie, compared to the organic building blocks of fresh natural fruits & vegetables. Over time, your body will breakdown from decay & disease much more rapidly, and you’ll live with a lot more bodily sickness & pain as you age.

So which would you choose? Enjoyment of health or food? What could you do so that you can truly enjoy both? Me…I like my fruit/veggie smoothies made in my blender. I call them my “concoctions”, because I’m like a mad scientist with them.

If you think about it, real food is stuff that naturally comes from the earth in whole form.

In the 20th century the corporate food industry, national distribution, mass marketing, & applied chemistry all boomed. Instead of getting natural whole foods from the earth to eat, like in previous centuries, we now got manufactured “food products”, which are often a processed mix of genetically modified foods/animals + chemical substances intermixed. It’s often no longer real original food as it always was throughout human history.

Why is this practice done of producing fake foods?

- Controllable & efficient mass manufacturing
- New appealing varieties of food products
- Longer shelf life to sell more before natural spoiling occurs

…in order to make more profit, and because that’s now what people want to buy.

But there’s no way that the science of medicine/biology can credibly certify all this modified food crap is truly safe or nutritious within such a brief period of history. More & more of it is consistently being proven to have damaging effects to the body. So I now view my food’s health through the concepts of it being organic & whole to get away from the modified & chemicalized food product crap. I think about it going from seed, to ground, to mouth naturally and am skeptical of all added processes & treatment of it.

Even just simply going to any restaurant introduces a bunch of variables for potential failure points of the health of one’s food.

Instead of simply thinking about the health of your body, it is wise to think about the actual health of your food.

Proper laws can and should be crafted based on the innate rights and personal desires of the individual. Done properly, it accounts for all social & institutional interaction, while maintaining maximal individual liberty. Far too often, our societies’ laws make broad strokes of predetermined judgment upon human activities that are often personally and consensually desired by all parties involved. This is often due to the motives of forced morality and social norms by those who desire to control the personal and consensual activities of other people’s lives.